Dont think too much , block those feelings for now .
sometimes I just cannot stop the words from falling into my head , there are a lot of thoughts going on – so much to think , so much to wonder about – and thoughts that I should compltely stay away from . But when these thoughts keep interrupting my orignal thoughts, I like to come here and spill them out -and it feels so damn good.
It feels good to let out those stupid words and watch them rearrange themselves into undiscovered meaningful revelations about myself – and my perception of myself.
This is a nice safe place you know, better than a friend or a lover – for this place doesnt only listen to me -it forces me to listen to myself as well – and I need to do that sometimes.
You dont suck Devaki , you really dont – I know it seems like you’ve been doing this forever with no sign of an outcome- but thats good because it shows that you have always been consistent . You are true and you never give up – for now thats enough . Work hard and dont expect anything this time -everything will be fine.
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