Its 4.24 AM , and I a here – not to have some philosphical epiphany – but to find a friend to confide in .
Dont get me wrong I have many friends , I also have my parents and I have someone is like my brother – but right now , I just cant talk to any of them . I dont like to see the pity in their eyes the pity that comes with love , with affection for me .
I need to be a better person than I am – I know that too . I just need to somehoe figure my life out . i need to do it on my own this time , I just need to learn to be happy without any external output – I need to unlearn my need for validation . I need to work everything out , and while I do that – i need to confide into the only person who can understand me without love – myself .
So , today is Day1 of god knows how many days of hardwork , learning and really getting to know the difference between the person writing these blog posts and the one of lives the life after them.
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